why?

ya Allah, this is one the hard time of my life.where i cant think,i cant do anything, i have no mood, im in mysery, i have nobody, i need my family, i feel like want to run away from this life, i dont want to see anybody, i wanna be invisible where people cant find me, i dont wanna do anything, im hopeless, im sad till i feel like wanna cry all the time inside me, i feel like everybody hate me, i dont know what to do, i have nothng.

what am i?!

i have no mood to do anything.i just cant understand why people hate so much.im just being me and myself.i cant do anything else.im really missed the part where i can make people lough, i can cheer them up.i have nothing on that anymore.i miss my only friend which is my mum.and i miss my only boyfriend that i have which is my ayah.

kalau sekali pun aku tak cantik, aku tak kisah tapi tolong la layan la aku macam orang lain.aku pun ada perasaan jugak.kalau sekali pun aku ni tak la seperempuan melayu terakhir, tolong la jangan sama kan aku dengan orang lain.mungkin aku tak seayu macam perempuan kt luar sana, mungkin aku tak la se'eye catching' macam perempuan lain or mungkin aku tak semenarik perempuan kt luar tu, aku tak kisah tu semua asal kan jangan lah diskriminasi aku.aku pun nak ada kawan jugak, aku pn nak ade bestfriend jugak.janganlah buat aku macam sampah, macam tak ada apa2.aku hanya manusia biasa yang cuba memahami keadaan sekeliling.bagi tahu la aku kalau aku ada buat salah or rasa annoying ke.pls la tell me.dont just dok diam and buat like aku ni macam tunggul sebab aku bukan.


please la.i hope whos reading this.tell me whats going on.i really need to know.i have many things to think of.so please dont left me with all the fucking question mark.cause i hate it cause evrytime its happen im stuck of my life.i cant move on and i cant do anything.


mood: no mood at all. :'(